I want to be happy
That has nothing to do with you
I'm done putting happiness in your hands
You're not good enough to deal with such a power
If my happiness stays preserved in your presence i will stay
Else i wont subject myself to your negativity,
You whom -
I constantly have to explain myself to
I have to keep asking respect from
Convince that life wont necessarily be tedious with me
Im done pretending life isnt already hard being with you.
Done ignoring how poorly you've been "trained" to deal with stress and even life in general
Done trying to smile through your indifference and insensitivity
Done wondering which of your statements are true or otherwise...
Done seeing all your double standards for yourself
Done admiring your sense of timing and escapism as a way of life
Done with you punishing me because you say you lost yourself which you dont take responsibility for!
Done being with a dry, passionless person who takes relationships for granted
And clearly invests himself solely in "practical things" like work, saving money and self-pleasure
Done with ur fault-finding
Done with ur list of expectations from me when you wince at even the thought of fulfilling a few of mine
Who do you think you are,
Some gift of god?
I have no obligation, no compulsion or desperation to be with you
i want to be happy
So i'm going to be happy
With or without you...
For I always have me...
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