Clean?

ive been drugged most of my life
& a wonderful time its been
why i cant i be here forever
why must one come clean

i've been happy to close my eyes
and take a trip down where
im making love to music on stage
with thousands waving their hands in the air

when the art & artist become one
a medium of divinity
moments truly lived
a beautiful give & take of energy

you think i should let go of fantasy
but i beg to differ
what good is waking up
when reality is such a blur!