Love song !

Green grass between my fingers
Blue sky above my head
Your eyes locked into mine
While we listen to words unsaid

As if we own no past
And no future awaits
Hoping these stolen moments
Will Trick our fate

Into holding time still
in our secret testament
Hushing all the voices in our head
If only for this moment

There is no melody
To our love song
no story
To have possibly gone wrong

Just you and me
In a corner of our minds
When we want to close our eyes
and leave the world behind...

slave

i walk undaunted
but am i really free?
i live in a cage
wouldn't you agree?

for i'm a slave to my failures
a professional amateur
to ticking of the clock
killing time as it kills me back
a propensity to escape
from the fate i create
a slave to wanting attention
to defying convention
forever craving intensity
that i steal from my priorities
a slave of my compulsions
of untimely diversions
an expert at procrastination
with a recipe for self-demolition
to the chemicals in the brain
which decide how much and when i'm sane
hooked to television,taking refuge in sleep
promising an alternate self-designed reality

a slave to junk food and junk information
to patterns that repeat for no rhyme or reason
creating crisis to get me to action
extreme pressure to get a reaction
restlessness to trickle out my creativity
pain to trigger my thresholds of sensitivity
a slave to delusion that someone else will save me
being a creeper on every standing tree
a slave to excuses and outside stimuli
not taking responsibility for the demons that constitute me
waiting for something to wake up my dead motivation
quitting at the first hint of frustration
a cripple with all limbs intact
who chooses to brood than to act
a compulsive liar, fooling the self
faking having potential and seeking a magic potion to success
My! how i have gotten myself into this beautiful mess!

i look at myself with outrage
having made a home of this cage
if I could step out this door
that has been open all along
I'd be a free soul today
writing a different song!

THANK YOU MEHAK FOR INSPIRATION!!! This one is FOR YOU! :)

is this happiness
when you smile so wide, your eyes water
the freedom...
when nothing or noone no longer matters
the insight
that takes people searching in the himalayas
the joy we seek....
from holding a child in our arms
Is this the look
that we want to have on our face before taking our last breath
the purpose
bigger than any ambition or wealth...

Is this pure ecstasy
or just an emotional surge
if this is bliss
upon merely touching the tip of this iceberg...
then how would it be
to be in love forever
to feel the lightness one feels after crying
to be forever embraced
by the universe....

Little Diamond

You were a gift
i saw you sparkle
a little diamond
stirring in my life
you began to shine
your aura blinded everyone
they were intimidated
how could something so precious be in their care
there had to be something wrong there
they were scared
you'd change their life forever
you'd take them off their cushion
you'd challenge them in every way
you'd demand their faith and strength
you were asking for too much
more than they could give
so they decided to nip you in the bud
they cursed you for all that ever went wrong since
they wished you were never born

forgive me
that i let them succeed
in making me hate you
making me me doubt you
making me wish i had never realised you
till your flame began to flicker
with all the layers of blame piled up on you
forgive me
for i no longer can bear to see you dying this way

i give you my hand
come back to me
come save me
come i will embrace you
come i will protect you with my life
come take your seat within me
my little diamond
shine my love
shine so bright
that the world basks in your divinity
and bows down to your sheer magnificence

Monster!

He lives in my House
He sleeps most of the time
We wakes up once every few months
When he smells something that he can ruminate on
Then he growls
On the top of his voice
As the neighbourhood shivers with fright
He bangs doors
Breaking whatever comes in his way
And when he's done scaring me
He goes back into his dungeon
Until the next time
Hush be quiet
U dont want to wake up the monster
That resides
Deep inside
Us all...

I Love you..

I love you...
I know  you don't believe me
yes its true...
I make promises I never keep

I make these grand plans...
that i cant remember next day
I squirm trying to stay put...
while I'm make plans to run away

I say one thing...
then do another
I know you wonder...
if this would be the case forever

i don't have all the answers
Don't trust a single word I say to you
but know that inspite of all this mess
I sure do love you...

Shhhhh...

Shhhhh...
hear the quiet
i'll shut the door
if that's required
draw in the curtains
for you seem shy
what will it take
for you to reply
to all these questions
driving me insane
i'm waiting for your turn
as we play this game

Relax
as we toy
with all this unrest
i seem to enjoy
is it for a reason
as they say?
or is it here
this time to stay?
has life shown
all its cards yet ?
or is it still to reveal
who eventually wins this bet

Say something
my love
its now or never
for i'm about to give up
i dare to ask you
one final time
is this the end,
or another trick played by my mind?
i need you this once
more than ever
my voice speak up now
or be silenced forever...

Love Song...

i just cant wait to get home to you
to see that twinkle in your eyes
the way you put yourself in my hands
a trust whose worth i barely realise...

the way you know what's going on within
as you rest your head on my knee
a joyous meditation
being alone with you is all i need...

And so we sit together
in our silence
no advice
or big words to preach
and as we bond
to each other
we listen to our
silence speak...

i'm grateful for so many second chances
it takes you no time to forgive me
i can hardly reciprocate how
i'm loved unconditionally

when i'm away,i miss your presence
like my shadow,always next to me
there's nothing you ever ask for
my company is all that you seek...

And so we sit together
in our silence
no advice
or big words to preach
and as we bond
to each other
we listen to our
silence speak...

Burn...

Lusting for the unknown
like a moth to a flame
always playing to lose
this irresistible game

Attracting chaos
risk running in my veins
hunting for crisis
adventure my middle name

Feeding on thrill
no perception of fear
distorted view of the world
is one i hold dear

Surviving on the rush
of adrenaline in my brain
now that i've tasted blood,
life can never be the same again!

Losing to a subconscious
housing demons untamed
each time i rise like the phoenix
only to get burnt again...

Accident!

i wonder sometimes
howcome we exist
was this all designed
or creation just stumbled to reality
maybe-
there is no fate to direct us
no force of nature to affect us
no divinity to select us
no poetic romance to connect us
maybe we're all here
simply by accident
just by accident...

Maybe
family is just familiarity
and love just a play of hormones
children just a need to procreate
and god just a name for our fears
maybe-
there is no fate to direct us
no force of nature to affect us
no divinity to select us
no poetic romance to connect us
maybe we're all here
simply by accident
just by accident...

1st August,Friday,5:42 pm,2014