Hello Sunshine...

Hello there! :) today after a very long time i have gotten up (and out of my bed)early, with the "hey look,its still dawn" consolation inspite of it being 8 oclock oready n ticking... n add to that,giving myself the excuse of

"awwe,wat the hell,u cant expect me to get up earlier than this,i hardly slept last nite"n az i rub my eyes open half in disbelief at the impossible feat i waz a luking to attempt n the other half coz my eyeballs were tugging at my eyelids n coaxing them back to their rightful shut position,swear,it really happens that way..u think im kiddin huh? ahhhhhh...now that my eyes are finally in d "hold it,great,freeze" commandment, i now see what i have been missing all this while...peace....n thus my peaceful day starts with a massive fight with........with my............self ofcourse...what were u thinkin see we have single beds here n my roomie'z r outta town,so cut out the wink u were gonna gimme n concentrate on my story.....hmmm so d dilemma was whether its a good idea to actually leave this nice cozy,comforting cocoon of mine....while im clinging helplessly to a small heating pad between my knees n hands simltaneously....hmmm 2 minutes n counting...ohh get up it would b great to catch the morning before it slips away.....awwwe cmmonnn u slept at 4,wats d point of gettin up n having ur head groggy all day,reminding u of ur foolishness for d rest of d entire day....so 3 minutes slip away,n i remember to call up n wake up a friend (can u imagine i made such a promise when im gettin up at 2 o clock myself for last nearly entire..errrr i wont say how long..my parents might b reading this!!!)...awwwe why do u have to make such dumb commitments....n dammit,u cant break promises....awwe ok,i'll make a 2 minute call n go back 2 sleep...yeah that makes sense...ha...my friend will b impressed n im sure i wud promote a commited image of mine...ok here i go...wake up buddy...(n lemme go back to my sleep!! see what i huge favour im doing to you,one that i never even do for myself!)....my friend had been up half an hour back....oh hell u cudve messeged me n let me know yaknow!!!! i cudv slept 3 more anxiety free minutes...dont u see how precious the time rite now is,so much for selfless friendship...anyway....so where were we,hmmm to sleep or not to sleep in this warmmm fuzzzyy cozzy,"pulling me deeper into its covers,promising me deep dreams" bed of mine!!!oooo

n i think az i do every mornin az i open the door for the cleaning lady,what is "d bloody good reason"for me to get up so early after all,its cold n foggy n im on leave!! n....but surprisingly today i do have an answer......hmmm a very dear friend said last night dat it has been paining him to see how i havent been taking care of my health n my sleep,when i so easily can....ummm well buddy i cant let u down,ur words mean so much to me n so do the eloquent words of another dear friend telling me to "godammit catch some goddamn sleep for god'ssake" n hey wat the hell,last afternoon,i registered to have a my own blog for the first time in life...oooo im gonna design my own page,yipeeee,n wow it says my own name,rite here as its address.....ooo im squealing now...what am i gonna write about....awww who cares.....no ones gonna read it anyway,errrr still, what am i gonna write about....cmmon its ur first piece of blogging.....still who cares..... my excited,restless fingers just waiting to break loose from my hand to run to the keyboard.....theyve been empty all this while....havent written for soo long now,i started when i waz a kid,since the age of nine....with dry soul patches which wud extend for long mute years....hey stop ur sob story,its boring n no one wants to hear it...come back to the happy,inpiring article....yes yes where were we....so well i hold my groggy "post hangover like" head in my hands,threatening it to get rid of the stupid ache n decide to give "gettin up" a "lill try,just for today...errr...just for now...errr...lets just see what happens.....

hmm what shall i do first,got a great idea!! so i get outta my room(still threatening my head to get better!) n walk up a few steps to dis sacred, "very less visited at this time of the day place"n here i go.........morning pee..........ahhhhhhh iz there a better feelin......ahhhh....az i feel a shiver,n my feelin less n less cold with every second.....ahhh i repeat iz dere a better feelin than this? hah divine...hmmm now what..oh yes milk....i wont get it after another 5 minutes.....run.....gosh i realised that people actually stand in such a long line for this everyday......they look at me n think....oh how come her majesty haz obliged them with her presence.....correction....they think nothing,who has d time....oh im just imagining things....my guilt iz taking its sadistic revenge from me...i stand in the line....hey wait a minute everyone has got their own "specially picked up by themselves" tea/coffee mug!! r u gonna use d stupid glasses!!....hmmm wat bout d que.....chuck the goddamn que,n get ur ass moving....hah im getting my own mug...u all,jus wait n see...i announce to the entire crowd.......in my own head of course...so i run up to my room,these r the rare times i thank god for my room being on d first floor....ahh mug outta d drawer....here we go...n jus before i leave,i open the curtains...ahh the sunshine(actually....theres none,therez only fog dat i can see n not see,maybe i shudve called it " Hello Fog on my first morning thingy day") i stand by d door to steal a few seconds to smell my cup.....hmmmm its smelling of d lovely camomile tea my ma sent me....dat i snugly had lastnite.....warming my freezin hands...in my lovely cuddly dudly bed....oh not d bed again,focus Mani,focus... u wont get milk standing here any longer......run... jus a few minutes left..... i enter the mess this time with my head held high,beaming with my "specially picked by ma n not exactly by me" mug....n get the milk n choose my table...ahhh warmmm milk in my hands.......wat a feelin....ooooo... thinkin hmmm dere iz sumthin called az "breakfast" for which these silly people stand in the que for every morning pushing n nudging while every minute theyre gettin late for work,n how conveniently such a concept doesnt exist in my world! hmmm i ponder some more on that n it strikes me....hey i shud get my newspaper n little bit get to know what the hell is happening in the rest of the world,so i get up quickly n wash my "much hyped n written bout by now" mug coz i still want it to retain sum of the last nights aro"ma"...sigh..)...i hop along to get me the paper......looking at the dhobi n newspaper guy,with a "bow down to me,fellas" smile! n they smile back,handing me over....not an award but the newspaper bill...errrr....happens...keep smiling,keep up ur poise...continue walking back with ur chin up.......reach d stairs n .....run up....ooooo wherez my laptop???cant wait to get my hands on it....no... no wait.....light the lamp first.......awwwe ok,ur rite......so i do dat n for d first time officially thanking god,my parents,my dear friends me for tolerating me n not disowning at times of great temptation to do so ......okay,done....keyboard here i come.....no no stretch a bit first.....awwe all right,but ur bugging me now......ok quick...done...keyboard....come to mama!!! noooo read d paper,Mani ur a pain...(my lovely family n friends would happily agree to this one).ok quick luk at d headlines...the only relevant news i found waz that theyre allowing prepaid phones in my state...phew..finally we're out of the dark ages n yipee,byebye monster phone bills,n hello more money savings... for useless but nonetheless exciting shopping parades!! n no opening facebook first thing u log in !! just focus on blogging for now,stop nagging,will ya.ooooooo let me put on sum nice music....to inspire me to write sumthing good...ummm how about the piano piece ive fallen in love recently....oh kay,u tube n bingo...i have this lovely music playin......on d endless "drive me nuts till it comes out of my ears" mode...ahhh nice...hmm i think i wont use the earphones....i dont wanna miss the "nearly gone,fast approching afternoon, mornin sounds"....so now i can hear this nice piano piece with special horn harmonies by the traffic n an occasional tweets of birds....(not the tweets in twitter silly,dats d word n sound we stole from the birds).....n man am i thankful for being able to hear some lazy birds like me even at dis hour coz else my conscience would have nudged me to stop fooling around n to rename this as i "Hello( Overhead n therefore its afternoon,no point writing this piece of crap)Sun"...

Ohkay so after all this fuss what shall i write about........ummm........errrrr.....n some "scratching my head sounds" later i realise that....errrr since i have no masterpiece ideas( i know u want to kill me...having been reading so far along by now n expecting atleast some useful thing to come outta dis so u wudnt start cursin urself now)...errrr lets jus write about today n now( coz nothings else is coming to my head) n ofcourse coz ive kept an inspiring title...n errrr i should, yaknow sorta take it forward from there....right...yes...n also so whenever my head hurts n i curse myself for "what the hell waz d need to do the im so health conscious so i get up early drama"...i'll show myself this page (which iz hurting ur head now!!)...n tell myself....seeeee this iz why i got up see......n hmmm lets see, wat else will i tell my cursin self.....think....think....errrrr....and.....ofcourse,not to forget the fact that ive taken a new step towards unscrewing my throughly screwed up life n sleep.....hah there i have it now......n now before u applaud me n urself for being so positively inspired by this apparently professing"rise n shine" article,let me tell u my brilliant observation......this piano piece sucks man,its bugging me now....yawn.....n i have run out of anymore "mini-no good stories" to tell u.....yawn...n .....so after reaping all the benefits of the d beautiful morning n nature...yawn...lets all get back in the bed....yawn...n catch sum nice refreshing sleep...yawn...az i am going to....after keepin u all up reading this,haha,gotcha!! ......hey im kidding.......cmmon im not hittin the bed now after all this.....atleast im not dumb enough to write dat down...(even if dats what i eventually do!)hey i got a image to take care of here !!!!(n oops there are two missed calls by my sweet friend to check if ive slept back oready after letting him know that his inspiring words had actually worked!!)....drats.....so much for my image!!!

well on this note,goodbye everybody,good day....n oh about the message conveyed by this "morning thingy article".......errrr ....i dunno man,i'm bored myself by now....just do what u feel like...each one to his own.....yawn..... ;)

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