i sink
in a blue hole
cant see where i'm going
cant see where i will land
will i land anywhere at all
or will i simply drown
and end up as debris of a bottomless pit
i'm drifting where the current feels like taking me
the only thing i'm sure of
that this helplessness is getting
sickeningly sweet...
its like being embraced by a drug
that promises
surrender
to a mirage
to a delusion
to a beautiful lie...