I lie right next to you
Yet i havent felt more distant
Your words or rather the lack of them
Play havoc in my head
I want to get up and leave
But my legs feel heavy as lead
My wet pillow burries itself
In this coffin of our bed
I'm grateful for these tears
Else i would've chocked and died
But my misery refuses to budge
Even long after they have dried
I see you roll your eyes away
At the sound of my passionate outpours
Your disappointment is palpable
As it drips from your every pore
I see the lines of my failures
Upon your weary face
Your sighs make mighty efforts
To fill this empty space
I hate myself around you
I feel lifeless and no good
And the worst is that it seems too late
To get any more false hopes from you
How come at these times
U dont remind me of how amazing i could b
How come others can see it
and say it so easily
I know you love me
Like no other
But is that enough to keep us
from destroying each other
How can we sustain this way
When you dont believe a thing i say
This love can feed us yes
But it is far from nourishing us
If you think we can go on this way
Its high time you realise -
We're living an absolute lie
And its only a matter of time!
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