Asking too much?

Am i asking for too much

To be accepted with my flaws

That i constantly keep working on..

Am i asking for too much

To be respected for standing by

Things i've always believed in...

Am i asking for too much

When i ask to be truly loved...?

Hear me...

Tell me

What will i have to do

to be truly heard by you

N if you cannot do so much as

lend me your ear

Then there is nothing left to do, i fear

This heart shall keep bleeding   

Every single day 

drop by drop

Till its drained dry

of all love for you...

Scream

It crawls up my throat

Threatening to expose my heart

I suck in my breath, deeper

So the stiffling can't escape

Tears sting my eyes

I push them back in

I know i mustn't cry

Cant let anyone know just yet

But then there is one

Who hears my silent screams

Who reads every thought
taking shape in the crevices of my mind

And try as i might 

to bottle up all the chaos inside

I can't shield or hide 

The truth from the one who resides
Within...