Justified?

Do you think its alright to not tell her
why is there something that you need to hide,
to keep from her,what's really going on
Is it in any way justified?

Do you think she will never come to know
her intuition wont hint to her of the times you lied,
how long can you carry on this way
how long will you take her for a ride?

Can you imagine what would happen the day
truth shakes up her peace and pride,
how would she ever trust you again
and how ugly you would feel inside?

How will you restore her faith back on you
how will her insecurities subside,
you might somehow tie your threads back together
but what will you do of the knots that appear alongside?

You say you cannot leave her
that by now its already become too complicated
but its not going to get any simpler from here,is it?
and the social reactions that you're scared of are just too overrated

You say you  cant help carrying on,either
and that you have really, truly tried,
but think again before hushing your knowing heart
my friend,the answer is right there inside.

Do consider,if its good to continue what you need to keep under wraps

or if its better to admit that your relationship can no longer survive,

whatever you decide,tell her before someone else does

before your companionship loses its final chance to thrive.

I know that life seems unfair to you
that somewhere you feel emotionally deprived,
but looks like life hasnt been any kinder to her
to the both of you,so far,the beauty of love seems to have been denied.

And i know its no ones fault really
maybe some things just arent meant to be,
so unlock all the meaningless chains
and reflect if its time to set both of yourselves free.

I know you find yourself at this weird juncture
when your can feel each others love and hate collide,
but life's too short to waste in fighting with yourself
and happiness cannot for long be mechanically implied

So treat her as your friend for once
confide in her if you think it would be best to part.
so you both may have another chance at real happiness
to move on in life and make a new start.

In the end i want to render this thought to you
that if something is gnawing you somewhere inside...
then things are definately going not so great
and its time to take another good look at life.

This once and  forever more from now,live life just the way you want
doesnt matter what the world thinks,set all that aside,
but whatever you do,my friend,to your own heart and soul
let your actions always be justified...


© Dr. Manvi Gupta 2010 www.manvigupta.com